Feb 20 2014
I Have a Choice!
Wow! What a profound experience. “Either way, I am just listening,” I said to Gavin while he was telling me that the scary stories I was making up in my mind about why this is scary, and why I am resistant to that, and so on, they are stories made up by the ego; not me. I can listen to the guidance from Spirit, or I can listen to the stories of the ego. But either way, I am just listening. And I can choose which one I join. I can join the ego’s story and feel afraid and little, and feel that I am alone and imperfect, constantly getting everything wrong. Or I can step back; I can still hear what the ego has to say, and instead of biting into its stories, say “I can hear you, thank you,” and give those thoughts and feelings over to Spirit and join Him instead.
Ever since arriving in community the idea of concepts has been playing on my mind. So I looked up Google for the meaning of concepts and in part, what stood out, is:
Apr 1 2014
A Letter from Gavin
“Hey Mighty Companions,
Well as I contemplate the last few months this morning I am filled with an overwhelming gratitude and Love for you all. I came here seeking an authentic and consistent experience of Love and Joy, and leave today having found exactly that. Who knew the Love of God could be so overwhelmingly beautiful and that joining with you all would enable it to be extended forth into the only experience worth having.