Sep 23 2013
Carried by Love
These past few weeks have been nothing short of miraculous… there’s been joy, fear, laughter, tears, fury, ease, irritation and gentleness. Overall, I’ve been receiving more love than I could have ever imagined possible, and yet I know there is so much more I am still unable to let flow through and to me. Deep seeded unworthiness keeps coming up for me and it seems so abstract, as does the intense fear that comes with it. There is much forgiveness to be done, but I must take it a step at a time, even though I know I could finish it all in just one seemingly big step. I know I’m making this road longer than it has to be, but I guess it just has to be a little longer for me, so I can get used to this love again and not run from it in fear of being deleted by it from the universe once I let go into it. I fear disappearing, I fear death, I fear the love still because it just seems as if “me” would stop existing and there would be nothing left of me at all.
Sep 29 2013
Purpose
Purpose. Being in purpose. That’s what it is ALL about. Establish purpose, or rather allow purpose to be given, and then just do it. Do what you are told. Join your Father’s Will. Just join. Herein lies all happiness. Become Who you have always been. Remember and be. Let yourself be done through, and shed all concepts about yourself and your world. You don’t need them now. You never needed them. Just join. Just allow. And all else will follow. Extend yourself and Everything will be given to you.
I love you all!
Jutta